its Over Now

Numbness fills my body with the bitter goodbyes…
You left me… hanging… waiting…

Sunrise
and Sunset…those sleepless night that I didn’t notice that passed…

Because it was you who keep digging a hole in my mind…and
you who keeps my heart beat fast as it could…
Your stillness in a split second in my life is like a never
ending blast that keeps me tearing apart into pieces… Wordless to say… im
falling…


You came into my life in a second, and I fell in love in a
minute. With those memories that compile in an hour, non stop laughter and
intimacy what a beautiful 1hour of performance. But it’s over now, yes it is…

Tell me, are those words that weakens my heart are just
lies? Do you really care? Are you only using me those times that were together?
Are you really faithful with me? Do you really love me the way I loved you? Do
you know what love means? Does your heart know how to give love and respect?


Im dying to know…Do you really loved me? Or you just fell
out of love faster….


The unanswered thoughts


Why? That I didn’t perceive that you never loved me from the
start…
Why? That I didn’t realize that it was just a show and I am
your toy…
Why? I entertained senseless idea that you love me…even if I
know and feel that you’re only using me?


GREAT PRETENDER…BEST ACTOR…

I hate to say this…but I rather hear that you used me than
to hear such a lame excuses just to for me to split up with you…that you fell
out of love earlier than I expected… at least I know that you have loved me…


I hate you... and all I can say is that you are a man
without balls… I hate you from the inner core of my heart..i don’t know when
will I get over in this pain that im feeling. But the more that I feel the hate
and pain, the more I realized how stupid I am crying for a person who only loves
himself…SELFISH…WORTHLESS…


But no matter how I cursed and hate you for doing this to me…I
still love you…and I guess a part of me will always be with you… My First…
a failure one...


FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST..:(