pain of last goodbye letter

maybe this letter would end our love story that never was..will give closure to all the unanswered questions, thoughts and all..dont say anything..just read..
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its been a week..i never heard anything from you..you never dare to talk or text me or even to patch things up..looking at things as if we’re strangers..The pain that you brought me was not easy to forget…Every day, I’m hurt,.hurting..
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Sometimes, I’m happy because I wasn’t able to think of you for the whole day, or maybe I was, but choose to ignore the thoughts. Little by little, I’m beginning to learn how to love myself and not entertain your presence. But, sometimes I still feel emotional and choose to think of the past and the good memories we had, those moments we had which were so consumed with passion, and so full of promises. PROMISES NOT TO HURT EACH OTHER..
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i still wonder..
what happened??why me??
where’s the promises? that youll make my every second o my life happy? That you will never leave me.. and would not HURT me..?
did I hurt you in any ways?that you chose to hurt me silently?? Or maybe..am i just another toy for you?well..thank you for making me feel that way..you win..you make me feel again the worst feeling i’ve ever felt..to love a perfect stranger with a sweetest lie..deleting me in your account is like you’re deleting me in your life..i know i can never replace your love that was lost..AND i know my position..
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MAYBE THERE’S NO REAL SUPERMAN AT ALL..
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I GUESS THIS IS GOODBYE..:(